Plan was to left cafe early today...but I got carried away with the inventory task I decided to prolong my stay at the office until 7pm. Nahas balik jam 5 ok, harus aku pengsan dalam machet. Not to mention baskets of swear words vomited.
Reached home thirty minutes passed 7. Took my shower & get ready...all in rush! Thank God albeit the slow traffic movement along the road to 1Borneo, mother & I arrived eventually. An hour before the fair ended. It's not like I cannot go to the fair later since the fair ended on Sun. But I have things to do in the weekend hence I decided to go tonight. A must-completed plan it is.
And so I did buy the things I've said in the previous entry. An external HD, checked. *nangis darah as I couldn't find any FINK hd* New upgraded memory card for Mr. Sam; checked! Bought another for Blackie. An antivirus that was told could protect the lappy, the hardisc & also any external storage connected to Ms. Asus. Wah shopping sakan nampak. Oh tidak, ini investment paling bijak. Sakit kepala no more should the same problem as the previous HD occurred because the new one backup my datas automatically each time I connect it to Ms. Asus. Woot!
Alhamdulillah. Rezeki dari Allah. Grunge gave me something when she came to the cafe for lunch yesterday. And I've 'spend' it wisely...save them all for future plan(s).
IF only I could just bring home those stuffs above...harus aku lah makhluk paling gumbira. If only...without having to make the mind worry about other things, without having the guilty conscience, or without having to justified my impulsive act.
E'eh...the number 5 & 8 sync lah. I got 2 free Mc'D vouchers worth RM10 & a mouse from the external HD & Antivirus purchased. Memory card for Mr. Sam...more pictures can be stored now! *jump jump joyously* No more worries of what pictures to remove when prompted to clear some unwanted items in the phone. Oh yeah, 8GB jak lah aku mampu beli tapi. Syukurlah nak dari tiada. Pfftt.
This is the main reason why do I go beyond excited with the fair this time. I tried so hard searching for the colour of my dream...but to no avail. For now, I settled with the silver colour instead but still holding high hope that I'll find a fink cover somewhere else soon. Lagi senang kalau dapat bantuan kasih sayang dari sahabat2 di Kolumpur. Melampau kan tu request.
Ok gotta hit the sack now...catering job tomorrow! I is like.
Today cafe operated a bit slow...tiada penyerangan tapi diorang datang non stop. Omputih bilang; around-the-clock. Jadi aku kunun yang selalu trip busy & penat sampai tulang haus ni ambil lah kesempatan melepak dalam ofis. Sejuk!!! Pergh ayat mau ditampar; melepak ah. Lepak sangat lah depan pc ni...sambil buat gaji. And update inventory. Phew!
Woottt! Next week pekerja2separa dedikasi aku akan dapat slip sahaja gaji. And today aku plan mau berambus awal. Ateh teman selesei menggajikan dighi harus cabut awal kerana PC Fair di mall sebelah uni ni sudah memanggil. Berteriak dari pagi menanti kedatangan aku. None other than to merely empty my pocket. Harunya perangai...selalu lupa diri.
Ehem Bie oiiiii...bawa bertendang sikit. Fuchy's road tax & insurance are the most crucial things to settle next month! Secondly, ur billssss! Note the plurality super-please. And only then can u entertain ur hunger for shopping. What??! Dang!!! I think the word shopping shall be banned from my system for the time being. Seriously, I have to start saving up. Like, NOW!! I am in dire need of a strong motivation to do so! Ni lah orang bilang...berangan berlebihan but when it comes to making it real malas ndak hengat.
Tapi twit! External hardisc adalah sangat diperlukan masa ini. I had enough repairing my current HD. Dari aku pening sakit kepala jiwa raga ndak habis2 each time HD tu buang tabiat baguslah aku ambil inisiatif invest sikit as to avoid masalah jiwa from reoccurring. Problem solved!
Need I say more? Of course fink external HD is what I'll be hunting later.
Oh ada lagi!! To upgrade Mr. Sam's memory. With too many apps & whatnots installed, the current card seems to cannot save anymore. Erk not to forget my countless photos saved in 4 different folders. Rasa bersalah gila bila warning 'storage low' appeared on the screen. Buang masa & tenaga mau menapis apa yang mau didelete...apa yang mau disimpan. Hence the decision to upgrade. *pulling hair* Duit lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
Anyways, in order to motivate myself to work harder in the future...this month, I brought myself a pair of sneakers as a gift to myself. Made a bit of editing to the colour on the shoes above. I super love the design. All hail to these two young super creative Malaysians; 'Aisyah & Firdaus from Boonga Studio. Go check their site now! Their shoes are unique...and exclusive. Perfect mates on the walk. Aku jadi kucing salinan jap ah, tiru line from their website. Got info about this cool products from none other than my babe; si Kizzy Getek.
It's been eons since I last wore the sneakers. I used to be a die hard fan of sneakers back in my high school years. But had buried down the image ever since I was introduced to chicks footwear. Kunun bertrip ladies...ayu kuyu layu! And paling penting aku rasa paling huduh & bidak ber-sneakers sekarang ni. Memang ndak da sense of fashion langsung...ndak up to date langsung! So why the sudden purchased? Saja tiba2 I feel like reducing the age to be half. Boleh? Kasi can dong gue tripping teenager...mau hip hop macam ndak kesesuaian sudah. Ndak kan aku mau berAhmadJais kan. Teettt!
Yang ni memang out of topic. Apart from SariYanti, he is the reason I'm addicted to Suria di Cordoba.Fine, he's married. Like I even care, right. But, dressing itu...dressing ituuuuuuuuuuuu. That's my point here! Sangat menggaru sanubari ok.
p/s: Abang Aaron, anda masih di tangga teratas. Ahaks.
Ohhhhhhhhhhoiiii...someone came to the cafe just now mainly because that someone misses me. *dancing hulahup* Prior to the arrival, I received a text message informing me that someone is going to have lunch at my place. I ignored the text assuming it's another prank. Turned out, it was for real. That someone came over for lunch. And because the students started flooding at the same time, I opted to not entertain & let that someone to only cuci mata from a distance. Padan lah muka, orang busy time tu juga mau minta ditarik perhatian. Ok fine, I wasn't asked to entertain pun...aku saja buat drama sebabak sendiri. Bagi gempak cerita sikit baru comel.
Actually niat update ni untuk hambur cerita kepintaran pelajar uni tempat cafe ni bertapak. I've 'scribbled' few paragraphs inside my head since early this morning...alas, they evaporated into the air the moment aku perasan ada orang rindu. *puke green stuffs*
Honestly tahap kepala berasap aku to most of the students & staffs here sudah macam mau menggelegak pecah! For 6 years living as a uni student I did encountered few poor fishes who proudly addressed themselves as the educated people because they're a uni student; occasionally. But unfortunately in this uni, I met them every freaking day! Almost all of them are surprisingly DOLT! Read: Almost!
Not to forget; bloody rude! One thing I could happily conclude; students these days are superb in acting smart! Just because they have those student tag hanging on their necks, they think they own every right to look down at people like us. Pekerja kantin yang muka sememeh baju ndak lip lap kasut bukan heels badan bau peluh bla bla bla.Hemo hemo.
Sometimes bukan jak students bertabiat gaban...staffs pun sama. Pathetically, perangai melebih dari yang berstatus pegawai. Bergaya sakan perfume harum semerbak eyeshadow warnawarni bibir merah makngah TAPI makanan harga RM3 pun dicakap mahal. Mahu makan sedap tambah itu tambah ini TAPI bila dikestau harga terus soksek mulut macam murai complain mahal.
Worker A: Alah kak...belum ada duit tukar. Nanti saya kasi bila ada. Kakak makan dulu.
Cabuk Tapi Trip Officer: Ha sepuluh sen pun tiada? Bah ndak payahlah tu, kasitau bos kau kaya dia tu sama tu duit sepuluh sen tu.
Aduh pening...kau lagi parah kot. Pakai lawa2 kalah Datin attend majlis formal tapi balance sepuluh sen pun mau kecoh satu negeri?? Setakat lah gaji sebulan kau cik Cabuk Tapi Trip Officer; baru kali satupertiga gaji bulanan aku. Opss!
p/s Bersisa pula lagi kejiwaan aku tu kan. Lucky enough my friends yang Staff Memang Officer(s)ndak berlagak ndak hengat dunia macam si Cabuk2 ni. Shayang anda-s.
By the way, thank u YOU for dropping by just now. Sorry couldn't reply ur text...I have no answer to that for now.
Syukur...syukur selesai sudah. Selepas dua hari aku putuskan untuk rehat dari PE gara2 agenda dunia yang kentara ndak penting tapi sengaja aku masukkan dalam kategori separuh-penting. Esok last Syawal...maka sesi untuk kempiskan perut akan bermula. Motif tunggu habis Syawal? Ahaks, supaya alasan adalah kukuh bila orang balik2 tanya ndak cukup2 ka aku mengunyah. Strategi harus comel. Sekian.
Sekarang ni kalau hari Selasa jak hati aku berdebar kencang. Poyo itu perlu. Kalau boleh mau jak aku fast forward pigi 1030malam. Gila jiwa menggaru2 ndak kesabaran meninguk Suria di Cordoba. Wachaaa!!! The way Adi Putra dressed up in that drama...absolutely up to the standard I have set. Please ignore the suicidal statement.
But unlike any other Tuesdays, today started a bit tense & bongos to the core. Super slow traffic movement took place early in the morning. Fallen trees due to heavy rain & strong winds last night was the cause to the congestion. Also the dysfunction traffic light in few areas from my house to workplace. Super brilliant moi did some drama as well. Harus weiii in order to brighten the day. Accidentally left the office keys at home. After being in the midst of the traffic jammed for nearly half an hour...baru gue noticed! Comel kan? I had to make a u-turn to get the keys as without them I can't open my drawers at the office. Pengsan karang semua pekerja sebab duit tukar duduk diam dalam laci berkunci itu. Truth is, I actually did that deliberately. Aku serious memang chenta berada di tengah2 jammed ni. I could go pondering onto load of things...review, reexamine & reassess. Erk stop jadi poyo please!
By the way, cafe adalah super busy today. No show of 2 of the workers made the day extra complicated. I conscripted the sweat glands to work extra hard. Lucky I was fit enough to help as well. Syukur atas kesihatan ini ya Rabb. Went home a bit late than usual as I held a quick briefing with the workers after cafe was closed. Malangnya, I forgot to point few important things during the short meeting. Aiyak really am forgetful these days...blame the hormone! Will brief them about it later...insya Allah.
This weekend bakal tripping berlakon busy once more. I have catering order to handle...also a wedding reception to attend. It is a must reception to go as the groom & I have been friend since childhood. His mommy & Mother known each other for quite sometime as well. Way before him & I became friend. Hence, the necessity to attend.
PC Fair beginning this Friday sounded so very tempting! I so need to replace my always-broken HD. Been trying to repair it few times already but to no avail. Problems keep repeating. Ntah berapa kali sudah mem-format. Habis segala KDrama Jdrama & whatnots dalam tu ter-erase. Belum masuk gambar nan nostalgia turut terkorban. Hampas kelapa jiwa kuyak! Mahu beli favourite color...juga yang ada memori berjuta banyak. Yay!!
Oh my, it's Monday already??! What happened to Saturday & Sunday? Was I too occupied with life I didn't realized time has passed by. Drama! But seriously, I mean it. I was indeed shocked when mother called me early this morning...asking me to go to the veggie market near home prior going to the cafe. I was like...are u for real that today is Monday? pfftt hemo hemo.
Don't get me wrong. I wasn't complaining nor regretting. I was just hmm...wondering how was my weekend. To be truth, I enjoyed my weekend to bits! Every single second of it. No feeling of regret at all.
Busy nights completing orders from dearest friends have finally end. Alhamdulillah for the rezeki ya Rabb. I can now spend time playing with the children. Bliss! And I shall start making the makmur requested by Kakak Besar in any of these days.
The Apam Polkadotordered by Dana.
Was supposed to delivered on Weds, but I misread the message & sent them to her PIL's house a day before the event. Lucky apam tu boleh tahan lama. sigh I know, it's literally a sign telling that I'm getting older.
Door gift ordered by Grunge for the reception at KDCA Hall, Penampang. She picked them at my house the night before the reception.
Someone crave for Indian cuisine last Saturday evening. *clearing throat* Hence we settled the craving at Kohinoor, Waterfront. To date it is the only restaurant in KK that serve the best cheese naan. It is my opinion...solely mine. Araso?
On another note; I have to limit my expenses for the coming month. No shopping nor splurging until further notice from the Tuan Badan. Fuchy needs to renew it's road tax & insurance next month hence the sudden Thrift Campaign. I've make up my mind on the plan to visit Ernie in her new place. Perhaps in the month of Jun or July next year. Finally the mind has agreed to sync with what the heart wants. Yay!!
Insya Allah sekali juga berjumpa Miss Jay; dear ex coursemate during my undergrad. I last met her at our convocation 4 years back. It has reeeeeeeally been a while. Jay is currently doing her Phd in Manc Uni & she is all over excited upon being informed about my plan to crush her place. 'Save money..." is the words that should ring every now & then in my head.
With too many plans ahead...I pray I will be given a long life to worship more & fulfil my dream(s). Amin.
p/s: Semua kerana anda wahai cik Kizzy! Hati aku macam mengeget rindu sumandak itu!!
Deary bestie; Ernie Khairina & her lil family left for UK last Saturday. They're gonna stay there for about a year because her husband further his study there. Hence haruslah mommy & the handsome Aariz mengikut jejak. To quote one of Ernie's inspirational statement "Because Daddy is where our hearts belong to..."Sangat gula kan? It's not surprising if out of a sudden in between conversation she came with such words. For she has always been like that ever since I knew her; erm...16 years back.
It's been a long journey in our friendship...and never did once I ever regretted knowing her. Such beautiful soul; greatest gift from Allah the Almighty. I am indeed grateful. Thanks for being a great friend, woman!
She went back to her hometown; Ranau for Eid & we were supposed to meet on her last day in KK. That was a week before her departure to UK. But we human can only plan & it is Allah who determines. I didn't get to meet her & yes; terkilan.
Whenever I go down to Kolumpur, she is among the person whom I look for. Harus arrange meeting. Sometimes, tertunai & sometimes we just had to cancel due to various reasons. Nonetheless, we never lose contact with each other. Regardless the distance & how busy we are with our lives...we tried our best to uphold the friendship close to our heart. Woot terbukti berhasil up to this moment.
I wish my dream to pay her a visit next year will come true. Insya Allah. Laura is so excited upon knowing my dream. She google-d about the city & offered to help me plan my route. Oh bless all those beautiful souls in my life.
1999 - Sekolah Sains Selangor, Cheras.
Before the tuition class begins. Picture session is always a must-do to us.
2009 - Shah Alam, Selangor.
I went down there mainly to heal the broken heart. Stayed there for nearly 2months; jobless some more! Pijut, remember this? Kita berjimba before ur final exam bah kan.
2010 - San Francisco Steak House, Bangi.
Attended an exam for an RA post. Met her before the exam & luncheon was on her. She was 3months+ pregnant at this time. Looking all radiant & glowing!
2011 - KKIA
Meeting the cheeky Aariz at the airport before their flight back to Kolumpur. It was my first time meeting him...and my, we clicked in an instant. Aunty Err sayang Aariz!!
Hope all is well with them right now. Ernie's husband is now officially a university student. He had himself registered this morning with Ernie & Aariz as his loyal companions. Pembakar semangat perlu ada berdekatan untuk marak kan api kesungguhan!
This may sound cliché but I still want to say it out loud here...I bloody miss her already. Terasa gila berabis jauh saat ini. Erk, memang jauh kot! I guess I just have to be satisfied with the way we communicate now. She hardly get to go online & I pray this won't last long. U take care lady. Be good.
Got the opportunity to sit back & relax a bit yesterday. During lunch hour, the cafe wasn't as hectic as last Mon & Tues. But the so-so busy didn't last long as the students came attacking in the evening. Wah membalas dendam kesumat nampak. Alhamdulillah for those hustle & bustle means nothing but blessing from Allah SWT.
Went back home a bit late from cafe...and was pretty tired to attend an open house invitation from a dear friend last night. Seriously I was in the realm of guilty & shame for not being able to attend. From the bottom of my heart, sorry ya Dana. I didn't expect to be back that late. I did plan to go but I was too exhausted. I know how much u dislike people who turn down an invitation *aku ingat weii post di blog kau tu*. Insya Allah, will try to make it to ur future event(s). Jangan kau ndak invite aku ah.
Anyways, just wanna share with u peeps my current appearance to work. *Yup, anda dipersila muntah* Tudung Express is my new favourite headdress for now. Erk, peminjaman dari si Bunda harus. After thousand times of consideration & delaying, I have finally decided to wear it to work. Yet still I couldn't digest the idea of buying this type of tudung to be hang with my other shawls. Don't ask me why but I seriously think I look like an aunty with that tudung. And I guess this is among my wisest decision ever...senang gila gaban jimat masa especially bila aku terkejar masa mau bersiap after solat. Phew as easy as ABC! I need not need to twist and twirl?? & pinned like I have to with my shawl.
In my case, high heels or any fancy footwear is a BIG NO-NO to wear to work. Same goes to lip-lap kind of outwear. No coloured lenses as I opted for clean & clear ones. Serious huduh gila aku rasa kalau kerja potong ayam / tuang sup soto / masak nasi bla bla...sekali pakaian macam orang mau attend majlis formal di hotel. Like; perlukah contoh sedemikan? Perlu kot! Sebab itu jak yang berjaya popped out from my super brilliant brain. Woot!
Cik Belle, sila abaikan muncung keramat tu for that pout sudah berlalu basi. Valid until last year je pun.
Kekonon...this will my image be outside from work. Vain to the core... I know & I am proud of it.
Sekarang ni slowly reduce pakai shawl nan nipis itu. The cotton type is what I adore wearing for now. Sudahlah tebal...boleh tutup dada lagi. Puas hati gue. Why not just continue with the Express? Erk, for the time being the system still couldn't accept my own reflection on the mirror with the cover. Poyo & drama, I know.
Woot masa sudah time for me to make my sahur. But eyes are extremely sleepy. Shall I just let mother cook everything & request to be awaken once all is done. Bertuah kau kan Bie. Choiii. “Akan muncul dalam kalangan umatku di akhir zaman, kaum lelaki yang menunggang sambil duduk di atas pelana, lalu mereka turun di depan pintu-pintu masjid. Wanita-wanita mereka( isteri mereka atau anak perempuan), berpakaian tetapi seperti bertelanjang (nipis & ketat).
Di atas kepala mereka pula(wanita) terdapat bonggolan (sanggul atau tocang)seperti bonggol unta yang lemah gemalai. Oleh itu laknatlah mereka semua. Sesungguhnya mereka adalah wanita-wanita yang terlaknat” – Hadith Riwayat Ahmad, jil.2, ms. 223.
Nipis & ketat itulah sedang diusaha untuk dipertebal & diperlonggar kan. Insya Allah.
Huahhhhhhh...nangis darah warna pink. Minggu ni baru jak start tapi seriously aku adalah super penat! Like; penat yang tiada ampun! This week started way too hectic for me. My joints are about to break asunder! The tiredness yesterday was indeed immeasurable. After nearly 2 months of sitting at home relaxing & fleshing out...walawei aku benar2 diuji gitu.
I miss scribbling in here. I really do. I miss curhat-ing & talking rubbish here for I know this is the only place where I can talk or say my heart's contents. But, alas my current bustling life disrupts what I enjoyed doing before. I can't even afford to get sick. *sila muntah* Had a swollen gum yesterday & migraine came to attack sometime in the afternoon. Yet because I was too occupied at the cafe I couldn't allocate even a minute to entertain the pains. Kau...punya lah poyo gaban kan Bie ayat macam hampas. Betul lah, student ter-over ramai unlike previous semesters. Non stop flooding the cafe. Ugh at a point there, I wish I could just snap my fingers...and poof! They evaporate into the air & will only be back before my eyes when I snap once more. That is ONLY after I've taken a little rest. Punya poyo busy sampai minum pun KONON ndak sempat. *please muntah lagi sekali*
When in hectic situation as such...I tend to forget to eat. Oh yeah, that sounded too poyo but hey that's the truth! Yesterday, I break my PQ with only a cup of iced nescafe. When I reached home, I was all charged up to finish the apams polkadot order I forgot I haven't feed my tummy the whole day. I took my super late dinner cum sahur when I sensed I was about to hear mother's grumbling if I still refused to eat. Mr. Gastric is the main thing I need not to meet these days. With all the tasks & stuffs...I don't think the system is ready enough to accept any visit from him. Haru biru hidup kalau dia sudah decide untuk melawat...let alone if he decides to stay for few hours or days.
I have so many things to share...like; duhh! Janji untuk update 2 cerita mengacau jiwa itu hari pun belum tertunai kan. That's how busy my life is right now. I've saved too many entries in the draft folder...waiting to be deleted or published soon. Phew!! I haven't officially congratulate Mr & Mrs. Melario for tying the knots in this site as well.
Fact that I've become more forgetful these days scared the F out of me! I really wish I could at least write a line or two in this precious blog site in daily basis. Kekunun akan jadi bahan rujukan manatau aku jadi nyanyuk awal. *knooooooooooock on wood* Just as an early preparation...kavagu dau konii.
Ok, I really need to 'pen off' now. Like I said, so many poyos of stories to share yet too little time to scribble. Kan aku suka trip busy gaban macam ndak da lah orang paling busy selain aku. Hemo hemo. Will try to squeeze my time to write something serious & beneficial for myself soon. Insya Allah.
Loading the blog page through si Asus took ages...thanks so much to Celcom for the great service. Ur 3g service goes on & off anytime it wants to. Same goes to the connection. But one minute late in paying the bil will immediately barred my line. Oh I so not know why do I still stick with u.
Hence I decided to go online through Mr. Sam instead. As much as I dislike the super sensitive & tedious keypad...I despise super lembab connection through the lappy more. Oh please be grateful with things u have in ur life Bie. Stop griping already.
Its 2am & in less than 5hours I shall force myself to wake up...get ready ala kadar to send bro to the airport. His long eid leaves have finally came to its end. Life is back to its previous state. Reality hit him a bit late than any of us. Bon voyage; from KK land...and Hello welcome home; from Mabul Island.
Starting from this morning, home is officially sunyi & sepi. No more temporary olfactory nasal damage due to the strong scent of his perfume that filled ever single space in the house. No more loud & over the top sound of the black screen at night. Because whenever he's home the tele would never had the chance to rest. Sian Encik Telebisyen.
Anyways, I didn't planned to go out anywhere today although it's public holiday. I may be going to town to buy stuffs for the order(s) next week. And that's it. No shopping, no movie for the time being.
Niat di hati mahu share 2 benda penting di sini. Sekadar luahan perasaan yang sengaja ndak mau dibendung di bahu. Ateh blog teman...suka teman lah nak bebel ape pun kat sini. Ye tak? Fine, angin meroyan sudah mari nampaknya. Ber-slang Perak di situ. Kalau betul ndak apa lah juga kan. Dang!
Ok, niat asal memang mahu & extreme mahu untuk muntahkan semua di sini. Sumpah aku sungguh2 mahu. Dada aku ni macam mau pecah jak menahan rasa untuk taip ayat2 luahan cum sumpah seranah yang dalam kategori sumpah comel. Been suppressing everything since last Tues night. Adui confirm meroyan! Tiba2 espeaking pula.
Alas, extreme tiresome prevent me from sharing everything today. Cafe was made hectic just now. Since morning, students came in flocked & non-stop. Penat ok membanting tulang empat kerat ni. Sila faham & beri peluang kepenatan ini berlalu. Hemo hemo. I am currently overcame by weariness. State I enjoyed being at for the time being...busy & packed! Hence itu alasan serba munasabah aku to delay the things I wanted oh so badly to share with u people. Alah bukan cerita hangat juga, sekadar luahan yang terpendam2 jak. Nothing big actually. Aku macam biasalah, drama lebih!
I'll be tripping super busy this weekend & the following week. Going to attend Grunge & Rio's wedding reception at Ranau this Sat. Dana's apam polkadot order to be submitted next Tues...and the door gifts order by Grunge for her reception at Penampang next Sat. Phew rezeki came in so unexpectedly! Thanks ladies for the trust given upon me. Insya Allah akan ber-gambatekarate dengan gigih & harus comel to deliver my best.
Hmm...I guess I'll be holding the procrastinator sign on my forehead once more. As if I ever took it off huh. Cerita muntahan akan disambung nanti.
Selamat Hari Malaysia semua.
p/s Ni kelas am non-formal especially to pengacara super brilliant yang ucap "Selamat Tengahari Malaysia, Sabah & Sarawak" kelmarin ...Sabah & Sarawak itu sudah termasuk dalam Malaysia ya. Macam sudah 54 tahun kita merdeka, ndak kan fakta nan satu itu pun kau masih bingung.
Woot. I am back to track! Though halfway but getting to spend my time by sweating myself is so much fun rather than sick-abed.
I went to see the doctor this morning & as expected...I was bombarded with typical questions a doc would ask to someone who has fever & headache. And of course, dapat meds pun yang memang untuk sakit itu juga. Harus pasrah. Oh anyway, the doc advised me to stop taking oily food for the time being. Ask me NOT what the reason is because I won't bloody spill it here.
Since I don't want to just stay at home doing nothing other than couching myself in front of the black screen...I drove off to cafe instead. And because I arrived at exactly lunch hour; cafe is already flooded with people. Bertugas membantu negara pekerja lain serta merta. Trip rajin kunun di sana padahal nafas sudah semput2...throat started to feel nauseous. But I refused not to surrender to the pains. Alhamdulillah, berjaya sekali.
Darling Kizzy dropped by at my place just now. Sending the kampong foods I craved for. I heart u lah babe! Although craving but the appetite didn't sync with me. Lidah ku terasa tawar sekali! Lantas disedekah segala hasil hantaran to Aunty & brother. In the end, gula2 Hacks hitam juga jadi ultimate meal gue.
Oh by the way, beloved SIL safely delivered her first baby last Saturday night. I am of late to shout the news out loud here due to my procrastination. Bravo moi! Elnathan Othniel Jozefis born on the 10th of September at 2348hours. 4 days after his daddy's birthday & 4 days before his Takii's *grandpa*. The first of the 3rd generation of the Ismail's clan. Wooohoo. Congrats to both parents; Ronn Jozef & Brenda Roger. And congrats to the family on the new born nephew & grandson! I am a proud Ummi! Oh yeahhhhhh.
Ummi with Elnathan & Mommy
The Ismail's little bundle of joy! Thank God for sending such fine soul to us.
I've been quite unwell since early this morning. Alhamdulillah for it's a sign Allah wants to vanish my petty misdeeds. I was all healthy on the way to cafe this morning...I even departed early from home. But I was already feeling a bit breathless upon reaching the cafe. It's like something blocked my breathing system I couldn't inhale enough air to my lungs. Worst part arose when I came back from the bank. I regurgitated which instantly emptied my stomach. I threw up almost everything I had since last Saturday until I have nothing to vomit any longer. Hate the part when I could only vomit gas because that cause painful heartburn. Head started spinning soon after I got out from the loo. Came afternoon, I felt dizzier I decided to take a short nap.
Alas, that short nap caused nothing but more headache. I left early from the cafe; so needed a good rest at home. I can't seem to force myself to work. Albeit leaving early I still got stuck in a traffic jammed. Dang! Seriously for a moment there, I just wish I have wings so I could just fly home instead of having to be in the middle of the congested road. As if spinning head & suffocated chest weren't enough to colour my day...fever decided to pay me a visit as well.
Upon reaching home, I immediately took my shower. Washed my hair mainly to channel the heat out from my body. I wrapped myself in a thick sweater & cocooned under the duvet. I have to produce more sweat if I want to be better. Unhealthy sweat as per mother addressed it. Went to sleep right after dusk & woke up few hours later. Feeling more healthy & energetic. Alhamdulillah I have finally recharged myself. Got tons of tasks to settle tomorrow hence I can't afford to get sick in any of these days.
Haven't eat anything since morning. I only managed to drink up 2 glasses of 100plus today. Purposely took it to gain back my energy. I have got no appetite to eat although my tummy is crying to be filled. For the time being I can't look nor smell any food without feeling nauseous & wanted to throw up. Just for the sake of satisfying the tummy, I took a cup of tea & half an orange. Still the tummy keeps singing to warn me those aren't enough. Pfft I thought by being unwell I will get to continue with my diet plan.
Too much fat & carbs consumed for the past 2 weeks...all will need to be abolished soon! Mesti dapat my pink of health semula!
Masih bersenang lenang goyang kaki menari tango mengurik lombong timah di cafe walhal jemputan kehormat akan mula menerjah home sweet home seawal jam 4pm. Worries not, kalau setakat kehormat as in PPGs & Posers itu masih bisa diampunkan. Kasi diorangsesi anyam ketupatlama sikit sambil tunggu aku habis masak.
Siaplah...kalau juadah nan ado aku ndak serupa juadah, terpaksalah dorang terima dengan hati terbuka. Come to worst, aku suruh jak ratah kuih muih raya hasil air basuhan tangan aku. Itu pun nan ado juga hasil dia.
p/s Sila maklum post ni patut dipublish last Sat, before the makan2 session at my place...but due to my forgetful being, I unintentionally save it in the draft folder. Kan pintar itu middle name gue.
Another soul has been called home by The Creator early this morning. Innalillahi wainnalillahi rojiun.
The late Nenek Net departed peacefully at dawn. In her sleep after suffering from a MILD fever for few days. Subhanallah. She emigrated in a way that is so easy. It is one of the rewards He has promised to those who always obedient to His orders. What's more beautiful is that she passed away on FRIDAY; the leader of all days. And every Muslim knows the extra bonus one will get if the soul was freed on this day.
It drizzled when she was carried from the mosque to her new resting place. And it rained the whole day right after she was buried; as if the entire universe mourned upon her departure as well. Insya Allah, people like her gets the best place in the hereafter.
A woman who lives according to the Qoran...breathe to the words of Allah the Almighty; deserves the best of rewards. I pray for her smooth journey down there. May she sleeps well under the care of Angels until the Day of Judgement.
Perut memulas tahap berbelit! Kejadian bulan mengambang lewat seminggu adalah punca masalah ini. Tapi harus jadi grateful; masih bernafas & didatangi 'peristiwa lumrah sebagai wanita' itu. Sekali Allah tarik nikmat datang bulan & dikasi peristiwa menopos; baru terlopong terngaga sendiri.
Nampak gaya sesi recite Y tergendala minggu ni. Insya Allah, kalau diizinkan-Nya next week aku resume recite. Yang itu sudah kira aktiviti mingguan separa wajib bagi aku. Separa sebab ada masa aku ter-skip juga sesi tu. Normal lah, manusia yang punya berjuta alasan. Ada jak kunun aktiviti lain yang pengaruh jiwa. Alasan!!
Since I'm in the mood to cheer myself up, I might be hitting the cinema tonight. Planning to catch up the film I have long intended to watch. Another makan session is a big no-no to the system for now hence the movie session.
Planned to watch this with cousins while they're still here in KK...but alas, due to full house hall almost all the time...we chose Conan instead.
My kinda movie! Unfortunately it is only available at GSC*, 1B. *sigh* Am too lazy to drive that far!
Gotta make my mind up a.s.a.p! Those adorable little Smurfs is just too cute for me to digest at this moment. I seriously need some heavy action-packed movie to heal the complicated soul. Oh yeah, rarifying is what I do best.
A strong sudden urge came attacked my mind this morning. BANDUNG is the word that came tagging along. Oh yeah! Of a sudden, I yearn for a vacation. And surprisingly this time my longing came up with a specific location. Buzz Grunge in her mukabuku because we've been planning for an All-Ladies trip since last year. But Laura wouldn't be able to tag along hence we decided to put the plan aside for the time being. Insya Allah, next year will it be carried out if all thing went well as planned.
Anyway, this weekend I'll turn myself into a busy bee. My weekend is already fully booked with events. Saturday at home & Sunday at Kizzy's. Yay to that. By acting kunun busy, I'll make sure the sudden urge will stop popping & the zero-mood to celebrate Eid will vanish. Insya Allah.
Next week I'll be going off to the highland to attend Grunge+Rio's wedding mass & reception. With the rest of the PPGs & Paus-es of course. Miza & Chom are flying all the way from Kolumpur just to attend the big day. God bless u both super wonderful ladies! I hope that would be a suitable way for the system to break loose all the unknown stresses. Perhaps it's just the hormone playing trick. Menses is in the time to visit therefore those out of nowhere kinda urge is understandable. Unstable hormone circulation will definitely affect the way I see, weigh & value things around me. A fact I've came to realize many years already.
Home has become less merrier ever since the cousins went back to Kolumpur. Cafe has started operating since last Mon. I think those are the reasons to explain my decreasing keenness to celebrate Shawal. So far, I haven't attend any friends' open houses as yet. And I don't have any reasonable excuse to give either so please cancel ur intention to ask. pfft I pray for this topsy-turvyness to end soon. Amin.
Am currently still in the state of disappointment over cruelty to the animals @Petknode actually. Haraplah semua akan bertemu owner masing2 as soon as possible. It break my heart every time I look at the poor cats. I wish I was in Kolumpur; seriously! So I could help whatever is needed...and registered myself as a volunteer. sigh
Hmm...enough dramas revealed already. Gotta hit the sack now. Till then.
Paling first, thanks to my dear friend Ms Yang.Hanafi for the information. Details kau dia kasi link(s). Sebab aku malas jadi kucing salinan, so I hope korang klik blog si Yang & search the links by urself. Gambar 2 manusia berhati batu itu pun beliau bagi famous sikit promote sekali. Alang2 glamour, biar bagi glamour habis terus!!
Aku memang agak lambat terima & tahu pasal news tu. *duku kepala sendiri* Even when my beloved Ijan @ Ezza said the word PETKNODE out loud...I still haven't had any clue what it means. PETKNODE *vomit blood* doesn't ring a bell until I read Yang's status in mukabuku & blog.
And as expected; I cried hysterically. NOT! I cried berpada2 as to avoid cursing & swearing for I know speaking idle talk won't change anything. IF only I were in Kolumpur, I would be among the first to step forward & help the poor cats. I without any hesitancy will foster them until the owner(s) is found. With great pleasure I will take full responsibility. IF I happened to foster the sick one(s), I will bear all the medical expenses. Rezeki Allah bagi untuk dikongsi bersama makhluk-Nya. Right?
Look at his/her adorable expression!! Who is evil enough to torture this helpless little kitten? Where is their compassion? Hmm that if they know what compassion is. Source from here.
Our law relating to animal abuse (Animal Welfare Act) pun macam asal ada. sigh nama pun undang2 mahkamah dunia kan. I pray that 2 culprits will atone their wrongdoings. Paling ngam, aku harap dorang akan cari balik hati yang Allah SWT sudah kurniakan sama dorang dulu. Hukuman di dunia ini memang sounded too light, merely commensurate to what they have done. Tapi sila jangan lupa janji Dia...setiap yang buruk biar sebesar biji sawi, pasti akan terima balasan. And that goes to good deed(s) as well.
Ya Allah, Kau bukalah hati keduanya untuk bertaubat & menyesali apa yang mereka telah lakukan.
p/s: Setinggi2respect untuk mereka2 yang sudi jagakan unfortunate cats dari hell hotel tu sementara menunggu owner diorang tuntut balik.
Angah & co. went back to Kolumpur just now. Home turned back to it's previous state; calm, quite & unruffled. *sob sob*
No more noise, no more sharing bedroom with the cousin sisters, no more co-driver & passengers when I drive, no more bullying session(s), no more 4-5times laundry in a day, no more messy floor with stuffs & things. Ok enough drama!
I miss them dearly already. Feels just like yesterday they arrived from Kolumpur. 1 week passed by too fast. Reality hit; holiday is over & it's time to get back to real life. Uhuk. That's how life cycles...harus redha.
Alhamdulillah for Eid this year, we got to gather. Complete.
Our imperfections complete us!
My not so big family on the 2nd of Shawal. Before departing to Kota Belud to visit relatives there.
Wishing life would be this content every seconds. Insya Allah.
It's 2am & eyes are still wide awake. Did fully utilized my 2nd day of Shawal yesterday. After making dinner, I straightaway hit the sack. And woke up few hours later...feeling much fresher.
Started off our tour at Bukit Padang, then to Papar, later to Kimanis, next to Bongawan & finally Petagas. Stuffed my tummy like there's no tomorrow. And later psycho-ed diri sendiri upon reaching home. All thanks to sweet sarcastic comments I absorbed from cousins whom I met from the very 1st day of eidulfitri. I took the comments as an excitant to work harder & be firmer with my food consumption.
Insya Allah bakal berjaya just like what I achieved last year. It's all about efforts & confidence to stay put with the mission. Aja2 fightin Miss BibiErr.
Heading to Kota Belud early this morning. And if time permits, insya Allah will later stop by at Angah's house in Sepanggar. Ada amanah from Pacik & Angah need to be rendered to Yours Truly. Oh yeah, poyo itu harus.
I didn't invade anyone's house on the 1st of eid. Was at home the whole day; menjadi hostess for family makan2 session. I didn't invite my friends because I planned of organizing another OH for them. Since the middle brother is going back to Mabul next week, he invited his friends whom came later in the evening. Couldn't entertain them as I was in my sweet dreamland. I only slept few hours the night before; helping mother & Angah with the food preparation hence the sailing. Trip lebey gitu.
Anyways, I went to watch Conan; The Barbarian with the cousins later that night. And I gave that movie a 5/5 rating. Initial plan was to watch Final Destination 5 but it was already full house so we chose CTB instead. Kecewa di situ.
Alhamdulillah for I managed to restrain myself from visiting the cinema the whole Ramadhan this year. Niat gue tercapai & terlaksana, syukur. Juga sebab hanya berhutang 3 hari di bulan mulia itu. Wachaa!
Guess I shall stop here. Have to take a short nap; perlu recharge for another journey.